I'm getting off the Internet for a while. I'm really just generally fucking tired of feeling like I'm still a fourteen-year-old in high school because of all the immature mind games being played on me by supposed "friends" whose only aim is to make me jealous and hurt me. Is that what friends do? Get asshurt and try to make you jealous because they ( Read more... )

I can tell that once again, this is going to be me having to initiate every single fucking IM, phone call or meeting, or else the relationship is as good as dead because you can't be fucked to go out of your way to contact me. More on that later, if I feel like it.

I'm really fucking tired of Michael hopping on my friends' nuts. THE REASON WHY I HAVE FRIENDS IS BECAUSE THEY'RE SOMETHING I CAN HAVE TO MYSELF, SOMETHING THAT MY BROTHER CAN'T OWN OR TAKE OR USE OR INTRUDE ON BECAUSE THEY LIKE *ME*, NOT YOU. I bring them over and it's two hours where I don't have to spend every. waking. fucking. second. in the ( Read more... )

I'm super fucking pissed the hell off right now. I sense a huge rant up in here by the end of the day.

K, I was really pissed off earlier, and now I feel like a fucking douchebag, but I'll rant about it anyway because it still pisses me off; I only really feel like a dick for reacting poorly to it. I definitely could've handled it better.

I guess to start with I have to explain that it really, really bothers me when people drop by unannounced. ( Read more... )

Okay, I guess I feel the need to bring this up, even though most of it went down yesterday - it's still fucking pissing me off, and I just really need to mention it.

I'm really goddamn fucking tired of people constantly mistreating and taking advantage of Mariah. Anyone who knows her knows that she's a caring friend to the bitter fucking end, but ( Read more... )